You get used to how it feels to know you’re the ” cool girl” that everyone likes but no one loves.
The first few times you hear it , it’s really hard to accept, and harder to understand. But eventually you start to see it and hear the words before they ever leave anyone’s lips.
The reality is that someone has to be the ” cool friend whose a girl,” so that may as well be you right?
Even if you didn’t want to be her, you are. It’s just the way it’s going to be.